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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

:: Unique Blogger? ::

Just as people are trying to pen down all their thoughts and feelings just like all bloggers are (Some posts are really great though), I am here only to try and play with the html codes. Noticed I added the comments function to it. Just for the fun of it.

Anyway, my tagboard is just like another world now. Full of erm, not so real things.

Just read a few blogs, nowadays people make very reflective entries. Wonder if it is a coincidence or what, but just read two blogs with similar contents. Both just seem to doubt themselves about what they are doing. Hmm... A normal human symptom. Now I sound like some doctor. (Ok, the lameness came from high influence of my classmates). But things are just like that.

Anyway, moving on, just remembered a line from Just Shoot on channel u. Someone said the existence of oneself in this world is more than all the extrinsic rewards in the world, all the materialistics stuff. People work so hard for money, want to wear branded stuff, want to earn a lot a lot of money. But then come to think of it, the existence of myself here is good enough, why must purposely go and earn more money and choose something that you may not like so much. I always hear people wanting to earn more money so must go and get into JC and then into University. But then they should ask themselves what they really liked. Which is why I chose poly anyway. The freedom I have now and control for my own studies is something I really wanted. Going to JC is not wrong if you have the passion for the knowledge. For me, after my time in ACJC, I just feel that those knowledge are not meant for me. Hence, gave up.

Anyway, I am happy at where I am. Happy at what I am doing. Come to think of it, I am not easily upsetted or angered right? I think so lar... ... So I have high EQ... I think so too (Erm right?). I just find that I am not so emotionally unstable... Incidents when I get unstable emotionally is when I am very happy. Too happy, then cannot control. I think this is good... Happy with the way I am. A perfectionist but not so much, I aim for perfection, but when I cannot reach that or there are things I cannot control, I am happy to stop at the maximum. Such a happy post right. So different from 3 years ago. After living for so long, at least must have some enlightenment mah... Anyway, haha, positive thinking is something I am quite good at, but it does not always work lar... At least it works more usual as compared to many other people. Okie, should end this liao. Bye.

Scribbled by tingtw88 at 8/17/2005 01:00:00 am
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